Words cannot express how I feel today, words can never express how I ever feel. Its hard to pour emotion from pen to paper nor am I capable of typing up such irrelevant crap that nobody will well and truly care about... Honest to God... I don't know what I am doing any more. I want to fucking cry but I cant, I want to do something but I cant, I want to be free but I cant.
I am not a fucking Emotional wanker. I am a self indulgent fuck, who does not know what the fuck he is doing. I'm just scared... scared of everything. I'm a confused insignificant part of this world, the world functions like a finely tuned machine... without me the world will just function better.
Understand Me? Please try to... for I cannot.